Talked to my mum today for the first time in about 3 weeks, ive been so slack lately. I feeel so guilty when i don't talk to her. like im doing something wrong in a way. But alll in all was good to chat, all though every conversation ends with tears and confusion. Don't even know how i feel right now. but when she says things like "if your not even excited to come back, why are you?" makes me feeel real good ayeeee? All i know right now is that honestly i don't wanna go, and i know it makes me look like a hypocrite as i was saying like a few months back "GET ME OUT OF HERE" but things change. i know though that once i'm back things will soon feel like i never left. thats just what that place is like. its just gettting my head around that thought. This weekend hasn't been to bad. clubbing on friday night :) i mean its always fun to go out. but it wasnt the best night, i have had better. then sat night went to the wavehouse opening thing. omg so fcking kool. there was like this lil kid about 12 doing the tube, omg my idol he was amazing! Georgia cheeer up. everything will be okay♥ School not till thursay, which is of course to my liking. and i really have nothing else to say. tata x
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15 years young,Loyang Secondary school, Living in Singapore till January. likes-] Summer,Boys,Parties,Good Hair Days,Bestfriends,Makeup,New Zealand,Mummy,Nail polish, Staying up all night,Cuddles,Late night walks on the beach,My brothers,Georgia + Her bed,Dadskies,sleep in's. hates-] Bad hair days,backstabbers,school,liers,boys that use you,having no money,missing ppl,bitches [archives]
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